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Hey I realised I haven’t been in this space for quite some time. I’m here today to basically write out how I feel. Basically, this post is for you and I hope you see it.
Firstly, we’re friends and are only friends and I clearly know that. I believe in myself that I clearly cut the lines between that. Tbh, idk if it actually occurs to you that we care too much? I mean it ain’t a bad thing to care, but we will get hurt. You see the thing now, it’s because we care too much that we are so affected about what each other feel or think that it becomes a habit to not keep the conversation ongoing and often ended up with quarrels, jealously, fear etc.
Idk if you feel that way but I feel this way. It just makes me sick that I know every new day, we will start quarrelling. About the smallest things that don’t matter at all. We can blow things up to be a huha big matter. But the thing is I care, I care and I care. But I’m tired too.
I also feel that you does not treat me any other special than you treat those of your other “friends”. We’re like the same. Or will you say because I do the same and you did it too? And I’m not supposed to blame you for that cos I’m like that too.
Basically, I can just be honest with you. I’m tired. Be it, how we communicate, the way we treat each other etc. I know I don’t understand you and I don’t admit you’re hard to understand at times. It’s like idk what you want at all.
Just screw those offensive words and all which you said to me ok. I couldn’t be bothered anymore already.
All I want to know is that, what you want actually? What exactly do you want from me? Do not think that I’m free and easy and waste my time. I’m pretty really sure, no one ain’t worth that little tad of my time if I don’t find you worth it.
I just want you to know that, it’s because I cherished, so this long dedication post is meant for you.
P/S, thank you for reading to here if you’ve done so. I believe after you’ve read this, you will get a clear understanding of how I feel and be upfront and clear all doubt with me already. So I really hope you would see this! :’)
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